the quiet nights are the nights i dread the most. it’s those nights that keep me up at night with endless thoughts of random, unimportant, what-ifs, if so’s, and maybes. i wish the quiet nights were the way they use to be —just quiet. but the quiet nights i have now are filled with loud thoughts. the thoughts that when strung together make absolutely no sense.
i know everything happens for a reason. and the decisions we make were made because they were given little or too much thought. and we just have to accept the decisions we made because we made them. maybe they were right. maybe they were wrong. but for whatever reason, life just happens. and maybe soon enough my quiet nights will once again become peaceful nights.
so for now, i need distractions to keep me company. distractions to keep the thoughts away. and distractions that can help me learn, grow, and move forward. oh, those distractions……..